Sunday * February 12th 2012

The Land of the Living…

Broken

I’m in “The Land of the Living” – well sort of anyway. It’s been Mr. Toad’s Wild Ride lately at Desert Diva central. I’ve been “doctor shopping” lately. My internist, Dr. A (and her partner) do not have hospital privileges and I’ve worried that may not be quite “normal.” So, I “asked around” and made an appointment with a family care physician.

It just so happened that I concurrently had a severe allergic reaction to the high weed pollen count in my little town. We’ve had an unusual amount of rain and the dominant offender has been ambrosia weeds. So I took my congested, coughing, itchy eyed, runny nosed, and wheezing rear end to Dr. R.

Dr. R suggested that I have every possible medical test known to the medical community, and sent me off with a zillion prescriptions of potent medications. Two different types of inhalers (not asthma – it’s a “reactive airway”) nose spray, and pills. A “negative mark” for Dr. R was that she insisted that Zantac 150 mg was still a prescription drug. Nope, it’s OTC – I know because I’ve bought a few bottles…

The acid reflux drug made my stomach hurt, and I felt “drugged” by all the rest. For the acid reflux I went back to over the counter Zantac and I’ve ended up using one of the inhalers (Symbicort) as needed and bought over the counter Claritin. I was feeling much better.

Until today. Well, actually yesterday.

I’ve been having pain in my upper left arm. It’s difficult to do the back “towel dry” pose, and I have to be careful when putting my arm through my sleeve. I told my original physician about it some time ago. I had an EKG that turned out normal. It’s called an impingement. If I have a good massage or do hot yoga (or take a vacation), it mysteriously disappears. However, my current wrist situation rules out yoga.

Today I took 400 mg of ibuprofen and hardly noticed my arm today. However after work being the obsessive/compulsive person that I am, I thought “left arm pain” – we all know what that’s a symptom of a more “serious” condition. I went to Dr. L (Also a female – do you see a pattern?) who took walk-ins since I was contemplating going to the ER. She was so nice and I got “teary.” She gave me tissues before and after the EKG (which was normal), gave me a prescription for the pain, an order for a MRI to locate the impingement, and sent me on my merry way. I told her that it might be awhile since I’m trying to schedule my wrist surgery. She said “no problem.”

I got in my car and promptly started to sniffle, cry, bawl. I think I’m just so tired of not feeling “myself” lately and relieved that I’m basically OK. I came home, hugged Cali for several minutes, poured myself a glass of Pinot Noir, and then poured out my feelings in this post. Sorry, I tried to get off the dark and twisty rant, but sometimes life is that way.

I’m feeling better already…

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10 Responses to “The Land of the Living…”

  1. Jackal UNITED KINGDOM says:

    Glad you are feeling better for writing this post.

  2. Goes UNITED STATES says:

    So, which doctor is going to write the prescription for the vacation?? BTW, I really liked the Chaco Canyon pics. Well done.

  3. Luz UNITED STATES says:

    Nothing like a lil ol Pinot Noir to heal the soul. I can’t wait till dinner tonight when I can partake in some vino to soothe out the day. I’ll be sure and send a toast your way for some more good karma to come your way. BTW, that is my word for spam script on your blog. I always get good words when I comment on your blog. Last week it was zen….it’s a sign! ;-)

  4. You and doctors do not seem to go hand in hand I have to admit. Although I’m glad to read that Dr. L listened and was nice and not going be difficult to deal with. I’m feeling stressed right now too and I think crying is a normal reaction. And the glass of pinot makes it all better. ;)

  5. Sandi UNITED STATES says:

    What a road!! It is so frustrating, and often scary, to have things feel wrong. Hopefully your new physicians will have some empathy and be able to help you. I’ve been so lucky with my doctor (a female – wouldn’t have it any other way) – she takes things seriously and sends me for referrals quickly when I need one. Good luck with all of this. And good for you for writing it down! That always helps.

  6. Lisa UNITED STATES says:

    Oh, you poor thing! You’ve been through the ringer lately. I’m so sorry for that. I’m glad you feel better getting it off your chest- vent away– that’s what we’re here for. :-)

    Big hugs to you!

  7. Michael UNITED STATES says:

    Glad to hear that you were feeling a little better after writing this post. Dealing with health issues is never fun.

  8. patti UNITED STATES says:

    Desert Diva,
    Aren’t blogs therapuetic? I mean, they are meant for u to pour your heart and soul out! So…….good for u! Let it spill! We are all here for you! Love ya! :-)

  9. terrie UNITED STATES says:

    I vote for a vacation…..Cali needs it….

  10. diva's UNITED STATES says:

    diva’s…

    I Googled for something completely different, but found your page…and have to say thanks. nice read….

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